Spent the night at a old friend's - it's been a relief the past couple of weeks to be around people who've known me most of my life. I don't have to explain myself or walk on eggshells. I don't have to worry about being perceived as the idiot/know it all bitch/newbie in town. I'm Beck - the outsider from high school who was part of a group of outsider pals.
Can't get out of this terrible funk. Have to pull myself out of this, I've got work to do.